All that you see is a snapshot of who I am at the moment you see me.  Most of what I would write here would change every month at least.  That is, everything but that which has already happened.

When I was born, I should have died.  I didn't.  That was a sign to my mom.  The ordeal left me with scars that I'll have for the rest of my life.   They are a sign to me and the reason that I've never been able to deny God's presence in my life.  I'm not my own.  I never have been and I never will be no matter how much I want to or try to.

Now I live for God the best I can.  Some days are better that others.  But I'm striving for the goal and that's all that really needs to be done.